Thinking

[jagodasladoled]

I wonder why I never really write personal stuff down here at live journal. Things that really bother me. My entries always turn out to be so random, that I feel after wards I have wasted my time writing them. Even if it was fun to do.
Yeah, I have my diary for  all the things I feel I cannot say openly, or just don't want to, but I'm talking about things that aren't exactly secret. 
Because the problem with writing by hand in my diary is, that my mind is far too fast for writing my thoughts down (at the computer it's easier, I type faster that I write) and then again my entries turn out so different from how I wanted them to be. 

But still, it's relieving. Writing diary is very relieving. 

And, Ah, I wished I could write stories. But I never ever could make up a story that contained  a proper beginning, a middle and an end. 
All I can think of are very short fragments, that when I have written them down don't mean anything. Damn. 
I don't even have a good writing style, so the best thing would be to leave it, but then, from time to time, I have the feeling i have to write. It doesn't happen very often though, which is good, because I never came up with something interesting.

Comments

[marciafelicity.livejournal.com]

i tend to write personal info only sumtimes. . . i think, but i dont have a diary sooo.

i am not a good writer, i just cant get my ideas down on paper, its too hard!

byebyes